Hello my name is Vy. I lie, I steal and I cheat. I like being held in someone’s arms. I like books and cozy places. Sometimes I’m good and sometimes I’m bad and I can’t control that. I screw up more things that I can’t count.
I desperately want a boyfriend but I’m not ready to open up to anyone. I want to get my shits straight before I let anyone else in. I’m lonely, dark and twisted yet I reject some of the nicest guys on earth. I’m the biggest walking contradiction you’ll ever see.
I’m both happy and sad and I can’t seem to find a fine line between that.
Sometimes I think about my 2 year crush. I don’t know if he’s the reason I can’t seem to keep a serious relationship but I think about him all the time. I like him so much I don’t understand why. Sometimes I tell myself to let go, sometimes I scream: You can stop the world but you can’t stop this girl from falling in love with you. Oh yes, I have that biggest obsession about a guy who is nowhere to be found. I dream about someone who doesn’t keep contact with me anymore. I know I’m dumb but oh well.
I know the whole world is at my feet and I won’t stop until I get what I want. I will work my ass off. I will lie. I will cheat. I will do anything.
My words sound like stolen poetry. Bye world